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Manifestation, Transformation, Illumination.

The IF Crowd is the transformational tribe for those who think and feel deeply. It is for those with a curious mind and open heart. For those who live to grow.

We cultivate our curiosity by continually asking 'what if...?'  and here we explore the Big Questions whilst also engaging  in useful active practices to transform our worries in to will, raise our consciousness, expand self-awareness and realise our potential. 

It is a unique blend of ancient wisdom, modern mysticism, sacred science and cutting-edge psychological insight - all ignited by creative thinking and embodied doing.

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This is the place for creatives, alternative thinkers, healers,  empaths and cosmic adventurers to belong - a little portal in time and space you can call home. Curated to support holistic growth, members transcend from ordinary to extra-ordinary as they Create personal life purpose and sustain their own meaningful mission. This is the place for expanded consciousness through which deep passion flows.

This is The IF Crowd.

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What you get...


Monthly Workshops

Monthly group workshops exploring your deep psychology, psi and expanded consciousness. Powerful and also upbeat, these sessions nurture your excitement for life,  grow and sustain your most meaningful purpose. 

Online access to IF study portal

Explore your inner world at your own pace with the online IF self-study materials, full of fascinating insights, tips and self-inquiry tools to guide your personal expansion. Download the unique worksheets and audio files for offline practice and fun.

Access to 

Catalyst Courses

Get deeply inspired with complete access to special interest courses, covering diverse topics e.g. manifesting, crystals, money, love and health. Ignite new passions, raise your vibration and grow your perspective.

Guest Speakers

Incredible minds share with you their insights, experiences and expertise in special webinars with your chance to  ask your questions too. 


Guided Meditations

Join gorgeous live sessions exploring mindfulness, imaginal journeying, creativity, healing and more with our Special Guests.

IFFY Offers, Invites... 

As one of The IF Crowd, naturally, you are 'on the list daahling'. You get VIP invites to regular expert webinars to grow your mission, personal gifts and offers to explore more opportunities for YOU.

What IF... you could use that mighty imagination of yours to manifest the life you really want?

(instead of procrastinating?)

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 £37 per month (cancel any time)

You already have all the ability within you to manifest, transform and pursue your personal illumination. This is the place to uncover who you truly are, to ask the Big Questions and seek big answers, to unleash your intuitive truth and forge your own unique pathway. It's time for you to step forward and light up the world from within. We are here for you.

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What The IF Crowd insiders say:

Immodesty Blaize
- Celebrity Showgirl, Author & Mentor -

Kirsty’s depth and versatility of experience makes working with her insightful and really fun. She creates a supportive space and has a knack of being able to connect many perspectives and potentials in the ‘big picture’, which for creatives can be a headache when we’re too close to our work. That gift of clarity is a significant one for people working in a career based in self expression, and I’d highly recommend Kirsty.

Elaine Harcus
- Reiki Healer -

The post for joining the IF Crowd resonated with me because I felt I was indeed stuck. I have kept my vibrations high with affirmations, gratitudes, essential oils, crystals and kindness etc but didn't feel I was attracting abundance. It didn't know what a paradox was and had to look it up a few times before I made sense of it! But, with Kirsty's help I realised 2 major ones for me and feel I have made a major shift. Since these revelations I got an unexpected bonus at work which enabled me to clear off the rest of my debt. Kirsty is very skilled at what she does, asking you lots of questions to help you find resolution. I look forward to working with her again.

Sylvia Hunt
- Creative Mindfulness Teacher -

I really enjoyed being part of the IF Crowd. Kirsty made this group a really safe space for people to share their experiences of their manifesting journey. I loved that it was a small group and we had time to get to know one another and there was a lovely feeling of mutual support which I wasn’t expecting from a zoom group. Kirsty has a wonderful way of explaining quite in-depth psychological concepts so that everyone is on the same page and equally can feel comfortable to ask questions - particularly 'how does this relate to me' and 'what I’m going through now'?
There was a nice balance in the delivery in that sometimes we were quietly reflecting, meditating, drawing/journaling or sharing back, so the sessions always shot by! I would absolutely recommend this group to anyone who feels stuck and like they aren’t moving forwards. It’s hard if you can’t see the wood for the trees and sometimes you need some help to stop, take stock and feel part of a tribe, which is exactly what IF Crowd has done for me.

Katie Franklin
- Art Photographer -

Kirsty is a person who makes you see the world from points of view you've never even considered. She asks subtle, self-reflective questions in a surreptitious way that allows you to search within yourself for answers that are bursting to come forward but haven’t ever been given the right nudge up until that point. Without meeting Kirsty I would not have been exposed to the vast amount of creative nourishment I never even knew I needed at the time. Through conversations with Kirsty I have explored many new concepts, arts and philosophies. I have been inspired to read new genres of books I didn’t even know I would enjoy. I have been places and met people who are utterly amazing and I never even knew they existed. Not every conversation is easy with Kirsty, as I said, she makes you search within yourself and that can sometimes be incredibly difficult to face your own truth head on. But by enabling yourself to go through this and explore your own world within, you discover a beautiful internal landscape. I will always be eternally grateful to Kirsty for coming into my life and teaching me such a lot. Not just about art, culture and philosophy, but about my own soul. She is unlike anyone I have ever met before and I am unlikely to meet anyone like her again. 

Julie Flora
- Floriographer -

Kirsty is multi-talented and very knowledgeable. Her easy and thoughtful way is very encouraging. I gained many skills from her. Very reliable and quick to respond in a non judgemental fashion. A forward thinking and progressive individual. Her ideas are numerous and come quickly, truly inspiring. I am extremely grateful for the kind way in which Kirsty helped me improve my trans identity. Diligent and committed are words that spring to mind, with maturity of someone much older. Kirsty helped me gain direction and focus on my future self employment. Thank you Kirsty! x

Kieron O'Toole
- Business Consultant -

I've known and worked with Kirsty for many years. She's built several businesses, inspired cultural change, promoted creative well-being, mentored, published and all in all lived a rich life centred on compassion, inquiry, purpose and holding on to a light heart. For my part, I’ve gained insights into motivation and creative courage for business and team building. And Kirsty’s grounding in practical change can involve extraordinary reframing of perspective. Just ask her about thought leadership and Messiah 4.0.

Who is Kirsty?

✨ Illumination is my middle name✨ 

Hi! I'm Kirsty Lucinda Allan, author of IF and founder of The IF Crowd. My portfolio over the past 20 years spans my diversity as a provocateur – in both art and science. My life story is testimony to living what I preach about personal manifestation, transformation and illumination.

My post-graduate academic specialisms are transpersonal psychology, consciousness research, parapsychology, and advanced mental health interventions. 

I have led an arts movement that created cultural change and seeded dream jobs for many, through my Ministry of Burlesque. I was one of the first TV paranormal Investigators and paranormal psychology advisors. I have travelled the world as a burlesque comedienne and alternative fashion model. I have produced over 500 theatre shows, written my own alternative self-help book and been published by mainstream press many times over, written and presented for BBC Radio 4 and more. I have created unique wellbeing workshops and courses that have uplifted thousands of adults and children. I have twelve years experience as a personal mentor, and am an advocate for social inclusion. I am also a Sekhem Reiki master and have trained in many mind-body disciplines.

I do the daring stuff in life, I am a path forger - always curious, trying new things and new ways.

As an advocate of the misunderstood and overlooked, I have also experienced peer, public and press dissent – as well as praise – and so can help others to appreciate the importance of controversy and to develop the resilience required for modern public life too.

I have adopted many lenses, finding immense perspective, inspiration and insight to share. Best of all, each adventure has helped me to create new personal development opportunities for others. 

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